Just finished putting the girls to bed and singing them my favorite song from childhood. I found a version by Johnny Cash and it's very much suiting to my mood tonight.
I think my last post was partially misunderstood. I didn't mean to imply that I want to always be flawed... just that I am okay with "me" as I get through my baggage and issues that I have to overcome. Life is not going to be easy, but I certainly don't want to stress over the pieces of my life that are in the process of change. I can't rush life, can't rush growth, it all happens in time, so I have to live in peace in the meantime. I hope I don't have glaring faults forever, I don't believe I will... and that hope is what helps me be happy in the present, even when I am not close to perfection.
Just sharing some heart stuff there, thanks for letting me vent.